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… i do not know very much too say today.. i am so overjoyed.. why? I saw LUCA today!!! :-).
It was really great, i was a bit too early so i decided to stop near luca’s house and walk a bit.. i was very very very nervous so it was great to walk around and to chill a bit. The weather was nice so that worked out fine :-), but enough about the weather.
I arrived at luca 10 minutes too early, when i drove into the street his mother was already watching through the window and she came downstairs with luca… the moment amazed me … luca grew sooo much he became a big boy and he really made me feel proud. I walked luca upstairs 
it was great to feel him close to me 
that really took off all my nerves instantly. We watched Thomas, the train and Bassie and Adriaan. When we talked about "de Baron" Luca fell in and did exactly the same as "de Baron" that was REALLY lovely to see :-). He can talk very well =). He also loves Bob de Bouwer very much, some guy was mowing the grass in front of his house and all he said was "Bob Bob Bob!" :-). This made it very special for me since i bought a present for him. The present was a nice puzzle of Bob de Bouwer :-).
We played a bit with the puzzle and it amused me very much that he could fix the puzzle’s in no time. I asked his mother to make some pictures and she took a lot of pictures (THANKS!!), She also printed some pictures for me, they are very close to me now :).
Luca also called me "daddy" which made me feel really proud and i had too fight to stop tears coming out of my eyes, i know it’s humanlike to do so, but i wanted to keep big ;-). When i needed to get back to my home i asked luca whether daddy could get a kiss.. And you know what? Luca actually went out and give me a kiss … that made me feel superb. My weekend was totally good now and it cannot be bad at all anymore.
Another surprise hit me when i got home, my brother called. Luca and his mother were in Foto Klein (my brother works there). They made some pictures and i got them now in my wallet and such I really appriciate it that luca’s mom went inside and talked with my brother. I feel really thankfull for her (And her parents!) step to do this. My Brother gave her some pictures and even luca’s grandma came inside the shop. There were no hard feelings so that made me even more thankfull. I have a very positive attitude towards our current agreements and i honestly feel that it can workout. When i head to luca like today i now think: "What happened, happened, lets look towards the future and do what’s best for luca…".
Luca’s mother i have just one word for you.
Thanks!